Melancholie
Wieso passiert immer mir sowas?
Warum kann mein Leben einfach nicht ganz normal ablaufen?
Wieso tue ich Dinge, die ich schon im gleichen Augenblick bereue?
Warum tue ich nicht das, was mir mein Gewissen sagt, sondern mache genauso weiter, obwohl ich weiß, dass es falsch ist?
Sind Notlügen erlaubt, um jemanden nicht verletzen zu müssen?
Soll ich eine Entschuldigung erfinden oder die Wahrheit sagen?
Wieso stürze ich immer dann ab, wenn ich es am wenigsten erwarte?
Watching the snow liying on the roofs out of the window.
It's Christmas time, you know, the time of love. It's a silent time, full of peace, outside and inside. The candles in the living-room shine and bring a bit of warmth to you - but you, you don't feel all this peace, this silence, this shy warmth. You aren't even able to feel the love in and around you. Your sadness represses all the beautiful feelings, you become more and more reserved. Please, change this. The world isn't as difficult as you think. Just discover the little things, like a shining candle and the feeling from within, and enjoy them. Let the peace come into you and don't let your sadness grow, can you do this?